Reflections; Hurt and Recovery

i was thinking today *yes i know! BIG shocker* but i realized how easily people slip in and out of our lives. i have had a few people really close to me die, leave, or plan on leaving. let me tell you, it is not easy. it is not fun or something you get used to. yeah it stops hurting after a while but it will always stay with you. the thing that sucks about life, is that nothing is permanent. nothing, no matter how freakin badly we want something to last forever, something always gets in the way. it doesnt matter if  we try to stop it or not, fate or whatever always gets in the way. either you lose the person you love, or you just lose touch, it happens. yeah, that sounds all dark and depressing, but the happy side of the crap life delivers our way is that in some way, good will eventually come of it. sure, maybe not in an hour, or a day. it takes time, but in the end, it gets better. ya just gotta wait for it to start looking up.

Starting off

     Well, i finally gave into peer pressure. i have now created a blog. I don't exactly know what i'm doing, so feel free to honestly tell me what you think, and how to make it better.

   I tried to think of what I wanted to be when I grow up today. Everyone keeps asking me this clique question and I always exclaim "Photographer!" without even thinking. Many people expect me to know exactly what I want to be, right now! See, when I was younger I was dead set on becoming a baby doctor, professional motocross racer, or the even better, a monster truck driver!!! Currently my choices have been; A hair stylist, a fishing guide, and of a course, photographer. But tell me this, who made the rule that I had to decide right this very second? Yes, I am a junior, but I have a little bit of time, don't I?