Reflections; Hurt and Recovery

i was thinking today *yes i know! BIG shocker* but i realized how easily people slip in and out of our lives. i have had a few people really close to me die, leave, or plan on leaving. let me tell you, it is not easy. it is not fun or something you get used to. yeah it stops hurting after a while but it will always stay with you. the thing that sucks about life, is that nothing is permanent. nothing, no matter how freakin badly we want something to last forever, something always gets in the way. it doesnt matter if  we try to stop it or not, fate or whatever always gets in the way. either you lose the person you love, or you just lose touch, it happens. yeah, that sounds all dark and depressing, but the happy side of the crap life delivers our way is that in some way, good will eventually come of it. sure, maybe not in an hour, or a day. it takes time, but in the end, it gets better. ya just gotta wait for it to start looking up.