Friday, July 15, 2011

So where do I go from here?

      I was sitting in my room last night thinking, as many of you know I have struggled with my weight. I finally came to the conclusion that I am never gonna be model skinny. The thing that caught me was that even those models that I idolized and strived to look like, don't even look like that!!!! I mean, when I look at magazines, I see these ridiculously skinny little peppy celebs and honestly, it screws with people's heads! Photoshop is  an awesome thing, but it can also be extremely detrimental!


      Now, I'm not saying all this because I think it's bad to lose weight because that is SOOOO not what I'm saying! I, myself, am trying to lose 30 mor lbs. or however much more until I'm healthier. Sure, I'm not too badly overweight, but I am aiming to be HEALTHY! There is a difference from being skinny and healthy. I want to look good! But who doesn't? I want to be happy, comfy, and confident in who I am. I know that losing weight won't do that right away, but it's part of the process.

2 comments:

  1. I read this & I encourage you lots <3 you're an amazing inspiration.

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  2. well, anonymous, thank you. i would LOVE to personaly thank you, i would if i knew who you were! but thank you, very very much. it's nice to see that someone actually reads this thing [:

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